Taylor M. Holmes

2007 - 2007
LocationHalifax, Nova Scotia
Age0
Cause of DeathMiscarriage
Date of Birth15/10/2007
Date of Death15/10/2007
Visitors879 since 19/10/2009
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We decided to honor you with a name, you existed so you deserve one, we do not know if you were a boy or a girl so we have decided to name you Taylor which is a name for either gender...We we so happy to find out we were pregnant...you were due May 15th 2008 ( a day before your aunt Madison's b-day) we though everything was going fine until I noticed my brests didn't hurt like they did and a few days later I had bleeding...paniced we went to the hospital had blood tests done and were scheduled for a ultrasound the next day...your daddy was not allowed into the ultrasound room so I cried and they gave in and allowed him to be in there...we didn;t see much, we did get a quick look at you, but it was detemined you had no heart beat, we were desivated and heart broken. To make sure you had trully passed on I had to have blood test done to see if my hormone levles were decreasing, which they were. I was given my options on what to do next, I had waht they call a missed miscarriage so I had to decide if I want to wait and see if I would misscarry on my own, take a drug to misscarry or a D&C, well I was scared of a D&C and waiting to see was scary becsue I could be anywear and start bleeding so I decided to take the drug to fully miscarry you , the drug failed so I had to have a D&C done which I was scared of having....one week before your due date we got pregnant again..we were happy and scared..your little brother Kayden was born Feb. 2, 2009..he has a rare and complex heart condition and was not expected to live but he pulled through, we thank you for looking after your brother and helping him through all he has been through..we love you and wish we could have met but other plans were made for us..I promise you I will tell him about you so he knows he has a older sibling who will always watch over him.... please keep watching over your brother and give him strenght for his next surgery...we love you little Taylor miss you and will never forget you existed, you are in heaven playing with your cousin baby smith who was taken by the hands of their father...keep each other company and we shall see each other someday!

forever loved and missed

love always,
mom, dad and little brother Kayden


The only things I have to remember you by is a photo taken while I was pregnant with you, the hospital papers for the ultrasound and my hospital braclet, I will always treasure them

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Happy Birthday my sweet baby....you now have another baby brother named Ashton...he was born May 12/11...you also have a cousin Kolby and a new cousin Jacob who is due in Dec..I still long to see you...we lost your great grandmother on Oct 7th so she will keep you in her arms until we are together again....I love you

Jen Holmes (Mommy)

October 15, 2011

Our thoughts are ever with you
Though you have passed away.
And those who loved you dearly
Are thinking of you today.

Little Children

October 23, 2010

♩♪♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ♩♪♫♬

♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ♫♬

♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR TAYLOR ♫♬

♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU . ♫♬

-♩♪♫♬ ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ ♩♪♫♬

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

October 15, 2010

Few Weeks - by Susan Erlin

For those few weeks - I had you to myself
And that seems too short a time to be changed so profoundly.
In those few weeks I came to know you...and to love you.
You came to trust me with your life;
Oh what a life I had planned for you!

Just those few weeks - when I lost you,
I lost a lifetime of hopes, plans, dreams and aspirations...
A slice of my future simply vanished overnight.

Just those few weeks - it wasn't enough time
To convince others how special and important you were.
How odd, a truly unique person has recently died
And no one is mourning the passing.

Just a mere few weeks - and no "normal" person
Would cry all night over a tiny, unfinished baby,
Or get depressed and withdraw day after endless day
No one would, so why am I?

You were just those few weeks my little one.
You darted in and out of my life too quickly,
But it seems that's all the time you needed to make my life
So much richer and give me a small glimpse of eternity.

Copyright© Susan Erlin

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

October 15, 2010

Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good

In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

Caroline Ramshaw

May 11, 2010

The master gardener from Heaven above
Planted a seed in the garden of love,
And from it there grew a rosebud small
That never had time to open at all.
That God in His perfect and all wise way
Chose this rose for His heavenly bouquet.
And great was the joy of this tiny Rose
To be the one our Father chose,
To leave Earth's garden for the one on high
Where Roses always bloom and never die...
So while we can't see our precious Rose Bloom,
We know the Great Gardener from the "Upper Room"
Is watching this wee Rose with care
Tenderly touching each petal so fair...
So, we think of our darling with the angels above
Secured and contented and surrounded by love.

Mary Webb

January 2, 2010

Merry Christmas my precious angel...we miss you everyday and think of you all the time...your brother is doing very well and we thank you for watcing over him...We love you so much XoXo

Jen Holmes (Mommy)

December 25, 2009

What kind of place would heaven be with all its streets of gold, if all the souls, that dwell up there like yours and mine, were old? How strange would heaven’s music sound when harps begin to ring, if children were not gathered ‘round to help the angels sing. The children that God sends to us are only just a loan, He knows we need their sunshine to make the house a home. We need the inspiration of a baby’s blessed smile. He doesn’t say they’ve come to stay, just lends them for a while. Sometimes it takes them years to do the work for which they come. Sometimes in just a month or two our Father calls them home. I like to think some souls up there bear not one sinful scar. I love to think of heaven as a place where children are.

Little Children

November 23, 2009

♥ Imagine ♥

♥ Imagine a desert
♥ without sand
♥ Imagine an arm
♥ without a hand
♥ Imagine a butterfly
♥ without wings
♥ Imagine winter without
♥ the promise of spring
♥ Imagine night without
♥ the arrival of dawn
♥ Imagine a life spent
♥ being just a pawn
♥ Image a soul
♥ that never connects
♥ Imagine a world
♥ that always rejects
♥ Imagine eyes that
♥ do not see
♥ Imagine knowing
♥ it can never be...
♥ Imagine a touch that
♥ does not feel
♥ Imagine a heart
♥ made out of steel
♥ Imagine a body
♥ that does not yield
♥ Imagine life’s storms
♥ without a human shield
♥ Imagine a tear
♥ that never cries
♥ Imagine an ache
♥ that never dies
♥ Impossible to imagine….
♥ It’s life without you!

♥ Copyright� Mary Thong-Garner ♥

Teresa Littleton

November 10, 2009

hey baby its your auntie sarah, just wanted to say how much i was looking forward to holding you and loving you, even tho i never got to hold you i will always love you. I hope you playing safe with your cousin smith and keep watching over your little brother Kayden..
love you and miss you xoxoxo
RIP baby

Sarah Smith

November 5, 2009
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